but for some strange reason, recently, I keep dreaming about the time I started drifting away from the BORG. ...I'm as anti BORG as they come, ...
...Also, I hate using the name Jehovah
Larry
I think that Franklin nailed it:
The JW teachings are no different than other religious teachings; Greek Mythology ...They have no relevance or influence over me or my current life.
I'd imgine a love and belief in something can be influencing just as a hatred for something can beb influencing.
Love and hate are both strong feelings,
I'd say that you may still possibly be under the influence of the WTS more than is necessary, like many of us are here.
If you were not still heavily influenced by the WTS, then you likely wouldn't hate the name Jehovah anymore than the name Zeus.
This is not to say that we are not 'impacted' by our experience. But it shouldn't invoke a strong feeling like 'hate'.
just my $0.02